Back to the Grind Again
Boy, things are slow. Only had 1 glorious commercial audition this week. And you know how much I just love going to those. I fantasized about dropping the whole commercial thing entirely, but after speaking to my legit agent about it, it's too early. I'm definitely not wealthy enough yet to pass up on a sweet commercial paycheck. So until then, I can only afford to be more picky about what I am willing to go out for.
I did however finally clean my digs and stock up the fridge and pay a bunch of bills. I am still having trouble getting back onto a normal sleeping schedule, but it's all good. The weather is gorgeous. My hubs is back at home. And I haven't had a drink yet. Not bad, not bad.
But I am itching to act again of course. I can't stand being idle. I can't even believe I'm saying it out loud, but I might even look into a new scene study class again just to keep working out. Maybe. My last class sucked pretty bad so we'll see. I did contact this one coach I've worked with before who I think is the best. But I don't think her masterclass starts for another month or two, which might work out well because I wouldn't mind spending a couple weeks at the beach anyway. On the other hand, maybe my time would be better spent hammering out this script I'm writing? Decisions, decisions.
I think I also need to throw something else into the mix. I was thinking about picking up a pole dancing class or looking into an intensive yoga training or guitar lessons or something. I also need to find a designer to redo our kitchen and bathroom. So many things to do...
Is this what happens when you're off the sauce? You sit around planning shit 24/7?
Booooorrrrrring. Growing up is so hard to do.