Back to the Grind Again

Boy, things are slow.  Only had 1 glorious commercial audition this week.  And you know how much I just love going to those.  I fantasized about dropping the whole commercial thing entirely, but after speaking to my legit agent about it, it's too early.  I'm definitely not wealthy enough yet to pass up on a sweet commercial paycheck.  So until then, I can only afford to be more picky about what I am willing to go out for.

I did however finally clean my digs and stock up the fridge and pay a bunch of bills.  I am still having trouble getting back onto a normal sleeping schedule, but it's all good.  The weather is gorgeous.  My hubs is back at home.  And I haven't had a drink yet.  Not bad, not bad. 

But I am itching to act again of course.  I can't stand being idle.  I can't even believe I'm saying it out loud, but I might even look into a new scene study class again just to keep working out.  Maybe.  My last class sucked pretty bad so we'll see.  I did contact this one coach I've worked with before who I think is the best.  But I don't think her masterclass starts for another month or two, which might work out well because I wouldn't mind spending a couple weeks at the beach anyway.  On the other hand, maybe my time would be better spent hammering out this script I'm writing?  Decisions, decisions.

I think I also need to throw something else into the mix.  I was thinking about picking up a pole dancing class or looking into an intensive yoga training or guitar lessons or something.  I also need to find a designer to redo our kitchen and bathroom.  So many things to do...

Is this what happens when you're off the sauce?  You sit around planning shit 24/7? 

Booooorrrrrring.  Growing up is so hard to do.

--Ming Ming